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Name: heather
Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 7/25/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: a static lullaby, my chemical romance, thrice, from autumn to ashes, the used, story of the year, brand new, matchbook romance, finch, dead poetic, alexisonfire, boys night out, glassjaw, poison the well, thursday, the juliana theory, hopesfall, fall out boy, punchline, brookeside, rx bandits, taking back sunday, patent pending, the fad, asob, the matches, suicide machines, atreyu, moneen, anadivine, norma jean, tokyo rose, yellowcard, early november, spitalfield, the distillers, 311, pg. 99, the movielife, AFI, 3 day weekend, as tall as lions, count the stars, 5 cent deposit.... bleeeh
Expertise: drawing, sketching, writing, music, concerts, mosh pits, little guitar, falling.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  onemurdermixtape
Member Since:
7/2/2003
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| ugh god i just need somewhere to vent i cant take this, i hate money. everything and everyone revolves their life around money. its like money = life. no money = no life. and nothing. my mom got into an accident, but a little one. one where thank god she wasnt hurt, but its the emotional stress of the financial burden, and just a few scratches and just a few dings just leads to someone finally breaking down and thinking why the fuck me. yeah some people dont like their parents but my mom is my best friend my all time favorite most prized person in my life forever. and what if she died today? what if she got really badly hurt? what if it was a life or death situation? but instead, its the emotionall stress of her, and the financial worries of my dad, never just "are you alright?", does anyone try and make her feel better? i swear, i never want to be a mother with neglegent children, but you cant control that. and i think things need to start picking up or changing. because i think i've grown up enough. im just sick of stress. im sixteen fucking years old i shouldnt be worrying about money so many other people have it worse than i do, i just wish i could learn to be more grateful, but sometimes people dont learn that until something they love is taken from them. and this whole thing is a win/lose situation. | | |
| i cant sleep
and im
totally
nervous
about tomorrow. | | |
| oh yeah, i cause drama.
but im not gay.
my statement has exceptions. | | |
| drama is gay.
........gay people cause drama | | |
| i break and fucking bend for you,
and im sick of it.
you're such a fucking asshole, you really only care about one thing. and you'll fuckin care about me when i stop talking to you. the ironic part is that i can't bring myself to do that. | | |
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